Tuesday, August 18, 2009

We Love You Taylor

Please leave your message for Taylor at the comment section.

57 comments:

phoblue said...

hey taylor...

can't make your goodbye show tonight. but i would like to tell you that your presence in the pad was greatly appreciated. the regular mundane days, you've made intriguing . corny as this may sound, i've considered you a very very good friend.

with your tenacity, i'm certain that you will succeed with every thing you pursue. i wish you all the best... and love.

thank you taylor for letting us witness a moment of your life. :-) **hugs**

much love,
phoinix

p.s.
i love you jose ;-) aaw.. :-( i will miss you...

morderic said...

Hey Taylor you were the first Fratman to make me feel like a part of the Pad as a member and I really grew to love you and your shows. I,like everyone else are very sorry to see your sudden departure but with your genuine intelligence and congenial personality you WILL excel in school and in your chosen profession.
Thank You Tay for being you and Fratpad will never be the same without you and you will never be forgotten King.
Much Love To you Sir and Take Care
mordeic

ShaunnyBoy said...

You left me with goodbye and open arms
A cut so deep I don't deserve
You were always invincible in my eyes
And the only thing against us now is time
Could it be any harder to say goodbye and live without you
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day
I lie down and blind myself with laughter
Well a quick fix of hope is what I'm needin'
And how I wish that I could turn back the hours
But I know I just don't have the power
Could it be any harder to say goodbye and live without you
Could it be any harder to watch you go, to face what's true
If I only had one more day
Well I'd jump at the chance
We'd drink and we'd dance
And I'd listen close to your every word
As if it's your last, but I know it's your last
Cause today, oh, your gone.

Prof. FigoFan said...

Wow, Taylor, I'm out of the country right now, so I don't know if I can make your final show, and I don't really know what to say, since I'm more or less in shock.

Except: I'm sure you're going on to bigger and better things, and I'm glad to have known you.
Knowing you has made a real difference in my life.

Prof. FigoFan said...

P.S. I hope you can at least keep checking the blog. I'm gonna make a goodbye video, but it may take a week or so...

Sylvester said...

Hi Taylor,

Thankyou for all the Fun times we had together. We will all miss you so much, but we know you were always destined to go on to do greater things in this life and I am thankful that I had the chance to get to know you. I count you as a friend and hope that you do too.

May your path through this life be always clear and lit with love and friendship and may it once again pass by my door so that you and I may sit (with a cigar and a drink) and recount our adventures.

Love you always My Friend,
Sylvester

jonny651 said...

HI Taylor,

Wow things happen so fast in life. I can still remember the day you first got on cam, so new, so intimidated you couldnt' even cum. Look at you now- you can cum everywhere. :)
I'm so sorry that you had to leave so quickly. I feel that we grew together, you at the pad, and me in my own life.
You made me smile so many times when I thought I could never smile again. YOu were my first Private. :)
You won't be forgotten Taylor, because you touched more lives and helped more people than you could ever imagine. Me being one.
I'll wish you the best, although you are so bright, intelligent and talented, I'm sure that you will not need my wish.
Go forth my friend, there's a world that awaits the joy and happiness that you shared with us.

Forever yours,
Jonny651

popperdude said...

Hey Taylor -

It's been such a shock to us all to hear that you are leaving. You were the first show I saw when i joined Fratpad. You always made your shifts unique and so very, very fun. As I am so saddened to see you go, I am sure that you find success, love and happiness out in the "real world."

Take care my friend, we'll miss you much.

BAHGAWK!!!!!!!!!

BronkoBoi said...

Hey Taylor:
I will always remember the happy and crazy times with you at the pad.
I remember your sensitive side when you would tear up watching the videos that the members put on your blog. Most of all I remember that you are a decent human being that i would be glad to stand up for no matter what. I hope you will always remember that true friends are always there for you in the good and the bad times. I am an only child and always wanted a brother. If I could choose one he would be just like you. I am very sad that you are moving on, but this is just a little bump in your road, so step on the gas buddy, put the metal to the pedal and you will do great! I luv you bro! take care of yourself and heres wishing you the best always!

P.S Adros luvs you too and asked me to tell you goodbye and good luck! BronkoBoi

John1964 said...

Hi Taylor

Thank you so much for everything you have done this past year. It has been an extreme honor getting to know you and your friendship you have shown me I will always keep close. You really are an amazing guy and I only wish the very best for you as you deserve nothing less.
Good Luck in everything you do, as I know you will go far in life. I love you Taylor and thanks for everything!!

Love
John1964

Disney said...

Dear Taylor,

I am at a loss for what to say. My heart is so sad at this moment. You have become such a wondeful part of my life and I love you very much. I do and will always consider you a good friend. Your kindess and your love has touched my heart so many times.

I hope that our paths may cross again as I am feeling lost without you.

I know that with your kind heart and warm and inviting persona will take you far in life. May God bless you and keep you strong.

My heart will be forever changed because of you.

I love you so much!!

DIS

Anonymous said...

Taylor! You are awesome and I would love to date you.

All the best

Feverdream

Anonymous said...

Farewell Tay...you will be missed..you are the wisest FM ever and the best!! Long live the King...Long live the King :)
-tmbdallas22

therob said...

I'm going to miss you Taylor!Can;t say good-bye cause that means forever.Good luck in your future plans.Love you always :)

Lloyds said...

Taylor,

I just want to say that u have come a long way since u first came to the pad. I have enjoyed all of your shows. You are an amazing person and have been a pleasure getting to know. I really appreciate your zest for life and general goodnaturedness. I know u will do well in all your future endeavors. I am glad that I can call u friend. Take care and long live the King

anderson said...

Taylor, I really and truly look up to you. My admiration for you is and always will be there. I know you are a wonderful person. Love, bastropboy

Fratbitch said...

Hey Taylor...

I'm not great with words, but I would like you to know that i do not see you as less of a man becuase of what happend but instead I see u as stronger for being able to speak the words u spoke to the entire chat. I felt like it came from the heart and If it is the end it was the most beautiful and perfect memory you could have left us with although it hurts right now!

I believe GOD had put you on a different path and that you will have an amazing life (no doubt) and only because u r as beautifull on the inside as u r on the outside!

I believe out off all the fratmen u will live the longest and strongest in our hearts.

I will love and remember you FOREVER!!

Fratbitch a.k.a CHRIS

anderson said...

Taylor, I want you to know that I really and truly look up to you. I know you are a wonderful person and will have an amazing future. My admiration for you will never go away. Love, bastropboy

nurseman said...

I will miss you, Good luck in school.

Anonymous said...

Hey Tay...

I'll really miss seeing you on cam on a regular basis. Your a great guy and always brighten my day with your charm and wit. I know we'll all get over this bump in the road. I'll never hear Lionel Ritchie "Easy" without thinking of you. All the best to you in the days ahead. I hope to see you again

Love ya guy... take care of yourself.
Tee56

Anonymous said...

Taylor,

You'll do great things. Go get 'em!

"Jake" (WHLACA)

J.D. said...

Taylor,

Thanks for being who you are, which is an amazing, kind-hearted person. We're all going to miss you so much.

Huge hugs and love,

J.D.

Jaxon/EvilOne said...

New farewell forum, new message (I posted another in the first one earlier).

Taylor, you've made me feel so welcome at all times...you've always been fun, interesting and inspiring and provided me with a means to kick back, relax and chill (which may not sound like anything to you, but trust me your ears decieve you), as well as get to know a very special individual (you).

I have some great friends, but even so I can only hope that I will meet people who resemble you, even if just a little, throughout my life. You are a star, and don't let any mistake you have made convince you otherwise. We all make mistakes, and it's the worst ones that hit home and teach us a lesson that needed to be learnt. Everything happens for a reason.

Speaking for myself; even given your sincere expression of apology and honesty with regards to what happened, I think no less of you. I am livid because I personally feel that you have been taken advantage of, and sure you are accountable (as you admitted) for your part in what went down, but frankly this seems like a set up and an injustice.

There is no shame you should feel at least when it comes to me. You made a big mistake in judgement, trust and temptation, but that's one moment in your life. Every other one I've got to share with you has been fantastic, and I am certain life has many rewards for you.

I am livid at the scumbag who instigated this mess by presenting you with the opportunity to do something that has hurt you so much, and caused such regret. I hope they are held accountable, I do not think it is fair to have someone like that in any of the members' midsts. Past after all, is prey wound.

I hated seeing you upset, but I know you will be happy.

A star still, and no memory of you tainted...



- Jaxon/EvilOne

popperdude said...

excellent post EvilOne. AMEN!!

Sylvester said...

Thanks Evilone..All the sentiments I would also say to Taylor. None of us feel any the less for you and appreciate your honesty and the strengh it must have taken to talk to us.

May your studies go well and I wish you all the Joy and Happiness for your future because you do deserve it.

I also hope this member has been banned for Life as at the moment I really don't even want to share the same planet with them for the hurt and pain they have caused you and all of us.

May your path be ever easy and safe and may it one day bring you back into each of our lives if only for a short while.

Sylvester

Anonymous said...

Tay your goodbye was one of the hardest i've dealt with in a while. You mean so much to us and when u hurt we hurt. I feel so badly about the situation and can't believe how large the consequences can be for some of the most seemingly insignificant decisions we make. I hope, pray, and wish you the best bro. you are too good for this shit anyways. i hope someday to know you've succeeded and to be able to say i knew you would. i love you brother, and thank god for people like you, people who get people to realize their potential and are uplifting with every word. i'm gonna miss the hell outta you man.
don't change a bit. you're awesome

♥ psyDUHkick

Bigman74 said...

Taylor,

Its unbelievable, indescribable to say the least. I know you will be moving on to bigger and better things beyond the Fratpad. Your limits are endless and I want you to know just how special and important you are to so many of us.

I will never forget how you befriended a new member named Bigman74, no questions asked, no hesistation. you comforted, loved, and gave me so much since that moment, Im forever loyal and grateful to you.

In light of the recent event that warrants this message, DO NOT LET IT BREAK YOU!!! You have so many talents and gifts that will take you far. You are much better than the Fratpad, it was just a stepping stone on your path. Please dont ever hold your head down Taylor, you have a lot to be proud of.

Well I just wanted to tell you I LOVE YOU with all my heart, soul, emotion; you name it, Im loving you with it. Im very fortunate to have met you and pray to God that he keeps you safe and blessed during you lifetime. Again I love you Taylor....and I will never forget you....you have a place in my heart.

With much love,
-Bigman74

P.S. My sword is officially retired my dear friend :)

howdy said...

dear taylor,

i think everyone deserves a second chance in life because we are human. i'm so proud of how you handled your goodbye and your explanation was clear and sincere. i just want to give you a big hug and squeeze you tight and make this day be gone. i wish you the best of luck in life. i have so many good memories of you. you are one terriffic guy! you made so many people happy. i wish i could make you happy for just once.

take good care of yourself taylor. you will be missed.

with warmest love and aloha,
your #1 FAN howdy

p.s. and learn how to skate backwards beeyatch! LOL!

JustJayJ. said...

Tay Tay,

Good luck with everything. I know you will do well in school and I know you have a great future ahead of you. Best of luck!

JJ

Anonymous said...

boycott boycott boycott boycott
Should someone start a petition to have taylor stay. I'm not one with words but i believe that if it were up to taylor, he'd be staying. I DIdnt watch his last show aNd i never will watch again till he comes back.

Hunkboy said...

Taylor, I couldn't make it tonight and never got to chat with you since 3 months ago. I am going to miss you so very much buddy!!
I love you very much my friend. Good luck to what has for you in the future.
I will never, EVER, forget you Taylor.
Love you Taylor.
-Hunkboy

jostopa said...

..has taylor said why he's leaving?

blip said...

blip could not make farewell show

blip distressed that blip could not say g'way to taylor

blip will cling to toaster n rubber chicken

blip hopes for taylor one day to return and for taylor every success n happy happy in "real world"

(could you tell blip where real world is? blip hears so much about it but ain't allowed out of clinic)

blip said...

blip just watch archive of farewell

taylor - you were first one there to catch on to my "randomness" and made me feel that my humor was understood and welcome

we all have reasons why we found ourselves there. mine was singularly and only for the chatting. every straight site was either combative or unfriendly. other chat places were uncommunicative. you were a key reason why i felt i found a place to spend my late evenings.

there is nothing here to be miserable about in this parting. for all you know, you might be back....or some other way paths will cross.

there is no doubt that in our knowing each other....all of us....we have learned things that life often doesn't offer the opportunity to gain. we are richer for that

and we get to take that and keep that always

thank YOU

joshii said...

Taylor,
sorry I missed your farewell show.What can I say your still 1 in my book-- we are all human--Im just sorry it ended this way . As I will continue to say u are the hardest workin fratmen ever--always coming up with new things always keeps us entertained. But u are a thief though ...cause u stole my heart ;) I am very proud that I got to know u and that u fessed up to your mistake-- do well and all blessings for a wonderfull future -please dont forget me your friend from hawaii--I will never forget u .
GOD bless u till we meet again Joshii

richman said...

I love you Taylor and always will!!
You have given me so much and I’m sure that I have given you back all the love that I have inside me.
I hope my last email wasn’t a sad one, but the good moments surpass all the love misunderstandings we had over the last year.
You will always be Number One in my heart, no one at the Pad has ever made feel so many lovely things before.
Owner of my heart, I'll never forget you. If you ever want to hear from me, you know I'm in twitter.
I'm sure you'll be successful in all your endeavors, you're a great guy, and I love you much. Love you, love you, love you T-man. This is not good bye, I’m most certain our path will cross again in the future. I Wish you all the best, all the happiness, all the love in life.
See you Taylor , my big brother, the one I wish I had!!

dewberry said...

Hi Taylor

Not been on the site for long and have only seen you a couple of times but saw your last show and my heart goes out to you.
It's a shame to end your experience like this and I hope you remember all the good times you had.
You can only come out of these things stronger and I'm sure you'll be great in everything you do.

take care

Dewberry

dcale said...

Hey Tay Tay,


Thanks for all the good times at the pad. I always used to watch the clock all day in anticipation for your arrival on cam. A cheesy sentiment sure, but also very true. I'll miss your great sense of humor and those incomparable blue eyes! Have a great life because deep down you really deserve it.

To the person who purposely set up Taylor, I don't know what your motives were in doing what you did but you have hurt more people than you can ever imagine.

Much love for fratman Taylor,
dcale

bhunt said...

taylor you know what you mean to me and it's heartbreaking to know i won't see that cute cowlick anymore. have a great time at school, knock it out of the ballpark and achieve all your goals in life. get some sleep, quit trying to figure out if the winder is winding. i wish i could have done more for you, but our time was cut short. love ya buddy.

the one, the only
b

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TNbuttman said...

My Dearest Taylor,

My love for you is the only thing that exceeds the tears I've cried over your sudden departure or the anger I feel toward the rotten scalawag of a member who tempted you (may the turds of a thousand camels become lodged in his ass).

Surely you know you are more precious than all the stars in the heavens, and that one lapse in judgement can never undo the joy you've bestowed on your knights. You demonstrated your exemplary character by owning up to your mistake on cam instead of choosing a less painful exit.

I can only hope that this is the toughest lesson you'll ever have to face in life. It is far better to have learned it now.

It is my prayer that John can find forgiveness in his heart and not banish you from "the kingdom" forever. I shall cling to that glimmer of hope. It is the only thing that makes losing you remotely bearable.

I thank you for inspiring me to draw again, to attempt a poem, to dare to love no matter what.

I know not what's ahead for you,
I pray our paths entwine anew,
For men like you are far & few,
And so till then, I say adieu.

Yours always,
buttman (_|_)

Hunkboy said...

When I woke up this morning, I was still in shock that you are going to be gone. =( I will always love you and miss you Taylor.

jostopa said...

Could someone post what happened. All i know is what i read...that he got set up.
-it feels like leo is jumping to conclusions on alot of things..and over reacting.

horne said...

OMFG!! What happened here??!!! I don't even know what happened and I have tears in my eyes. It feels like I just lost a friend.

Despite the fact, I don't know anything about what happened, I do know I WILL ALWAYS LOVE THE MAN THAT IS TAYLOR!!

Here is my poem for Taylor:

There is a special place in my heart
for those with whom I must soon part
To all of you now, thanks for the memories
I LOVE YOU ALL!!

posse_sdscotty said...

Taylor...

I will miss you for sure! But I know that bigger and better things are ahead for you! Best of luck as you head back to school! We all expect great things from you!

SDScotty

Unknown said...

We wil always love you Taylor, keep strong. love you

Anonymous said...

I hope you land on your feet Taylor, good luck in life, your friends at the pad and the members will miss you dearly.

Ashton

Unknown said...

Taylor, I will miss you so much, I fell in love with you my friend. I never thought I could develop such a relationship over the web, but it happened, you were the best friend I had at the pad.

I always looked forward to your shows and would check the schedule before I headed to work to check when you would be on. I would be disappointed if you were on early, as I would be working, or on the very late shift, as I couln't stay up that late.

You made my time at the pad enjoyable with your sexiness, your crazy antics, your humor, your charm, that little twinkle in your eyes when you were about to do something nutty, the little sayings you had, your shouting out Assembley!(though i had to turn down my volume), your chats, your opening up to us and showing your real emotions sometimes. I will miss all this.

I think you gave a honest and heartfelt farewell speech. I believe you admitted to your wrongdoing and showed true remorse.
For these reasons and for being an exemplary Fratmen you should have been given a second chance. I think you deserved that at least.

As for the member who did this too you, he should be banned for life. How could one of our fellow members cause such anguish and heartache, how can he live with himself? I hope he is revealed to us and punished as severely as you have been.

Well, my King, Farewell to thee. I will never forget the good times we had, I will never forget the love we had for you and you for us. I will miss you very much and I love you very much.

Taylor, I wish you the gbest of luck in the future. i am sure that you will go on to bigger and better things. I wish you much success and happiness in your life.

Love, billydm

pg said...

Taylor it took a real man to tell everyone why you were leaving. You will move on from this and I hope it doesn't tarnish your memories of being in the house. I do regret that we may never see you again live on cam, that is hard to imagine. Good luck in school and I wish you a fantastic life.

Peter

avalanche said...

what a sad day we all had to endur when he said goodbye may we all hope that things will go good for him.

Anonymous said...

Dear Taylor,

You were one of the finest young men at Fratpad ever - you gave us 100% every shift - you were smart and always cared. You were polite and understanding. You did one hell of a fireside chat with those cigars. Denny Crane (Boston Legal) would be proud of you.

I have just learned of your disgusting firing from fratpad and learned of the setup by one of the members of fratpad. I certainly hope that karma bites that asshole in the butt for doing to you what you never deserved.

I am also appalled at what I heard management said after you finished your show. I'm not surprised as I have had dealings with them outside of the chatroom and know them to be not nice people.

You rocked, Taylor. I will miss you and the true fratmen (means not affiliated with Max or Payne).

Hugs and Kisses - Miss Ultraviolet Thunderpussy

atl2fla said...

Hey taylor... (my rose)

I was just floored when i looked on the line up and didn not see your pic up there and to later find out that you are no longer with us.... I have so many emotions about this anger, sadness, fustration, alone, and the list goes on..... I love you, your personality, your smile... just everything about you... well TAYLOR I wish you THE BEST IN LIFE!!! and nothing less... I hope that we might cross paths in the future.... I love ya! Bagawk!!!

the only thing left to say is:

Thank you for being a friend, traveled around the world and Back again. Taylor....Your Heart is TRUE... your are a Pal and a confidont, AND IF I threw a party, invited everyone you knew, You would see the BIGGEST gift would be from me and the card attached would say:

"THANK YOU FOR BEING A FRIEND"

Anonymous said...

Hi Taylor

You are a fine man and a good man. Do not punish yourself further - you have apologised, those who have judged you have no further hold on you.
It was upsetting to see your distraught goodbye. Please remember the thoughts of us who care for you and count you as a friend.

With a big hug and love

Richard

zz-air said...

Taylor this was so unexpected. I know the King is just in hibernation. I am not even going to say goodbye because i have this good feeling we will see you again. Hell ya. But for now,we miss you dearly. I swear, if we find out who the rat is, we will tear him apart. Dang. Of all people, he had to do it to you.
Taylor please hang in there. I'm gonna need an EYE check up soon, so you better put me in your appointment book. Tell that skanky secretary ZZ is coming. LOL. Take care Taylor. See you soon. Love ya, brotha!!!!!

Unknown said...

Taylor,

I am so sorry to hear of your leaving the house. I am relatively new, but you were always great on cam with all the people chatting. You seem like a genuine person. I saw your good bye on the archive and was in tears with your sincere statement. I regret that you will not be on anymore, but wish you all the success one can have. Stay cool and stick to a high set of morals and values and you won't go wrong. Take care and very best wishes to you!

Sincerely, jeansnboots

Anonymous said...

I was totally shocked and saddened to hear what happened. You will be missed dearly Taylor, know that you are loved by all that have met you. I am so sorry that I have not been here that much lately, I have been trying to resolve financial issues of my own, I will never think of you any differently for your actions, you are human after all, and we all make mistakes in our life that change things in a way we did not anticipate. You have the rest of your life in front of you, do not let this one moment in your life affect where you want to go in your life. The person that offered this temptation to you should be ashamed of them self, Evil is all I can think of to describe this person. Any one of us can be tempted at any time if we are in a vulnerable spot. Do not beat yourself up about it. I will always remember you as the kind heart ed caring compassionate person that you are.
You will succeed at anything you set your mind to, thank you for sharing a chapter of your life with us here, you made the days you were here brighter for so many of us, Take care

Love,
Chevy guy II Knight

adi wira said...

TAYLOR be strong
TAYLOR be GOOD for yr furure ..
TAYLOR THE KING
TAYLOR the LEGEND in FRATPAD.
TAY TAY good luck !!! dont give up!!! YOU NOT ALONE ..
MALAY_Knight